-[ραuιιиε]-™▄︻┻═┳一

“完”美的一天

2012-02-12T06:58:00.000-08:00

我希望今天没有把事情搞砸。
但我还是搞砸了那么一半。
经验尚前从来就不是你可以犯错的好理由。
反正习惯犯错之后不去计较到底是不是自己错，
最后只要忍，下次不要再犯就行了，
大家的重点是只要有人负起责任就行了。
不吭声不解释也是一种妥协和风度。

你有你的一套看法，我尊重你。
我很想在公教团体看到更多的包容与耐心。
心目中的公教团体好像应该更和谐更和睦一点。
我不知道是不是我太贪心，还是我想纯粹不想被骂。
我只是知道每次做什么都变得压力好大，
不想看到推卸责任于是扛起来做。
可是没有想到自己也做不好最后还是被训。

我有努力做好每次要做的事，
每次都不想要把柄让别人挑剔。
可是到现在还没有一次成功。
有时候我在想，到底有没有人看到我的努力。
我没有说出来，因为连我打在这里我都觉得我自私。
不是为了虚荣心，有时只是想被肯定。
人，总是需要鼓励的吧？

至少，我需要。
今天，我错了，
对不起。

我希望我们不管做些什么，
我们的中心还是围绕在一个爱字。
请让我看到我们的团体和别人不一样，
只因为我们是为了耶稣的名而做的，
阿门。

其实，
我除了给人的影响是“笨”以外，还有别的吗？
好吧我不是块很好的宝玉。春虫虫。-.-
我真的看起来那么不可靠吗？ O_O

先生，我才十七岁。
不要逼我那么快长大，好吗？

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给我一个拥抱好吗？

那胜过多少个“没关系”。

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Oh the sky grey
On this work day
You're just playing along
Just to see the day through
You're lonely and blue

Writings on the window
There's a deep longing sigh
You're far off in thoughts
You heart's grown all cold
It would be fun if you could sing a song

Let it rain, rain
It's the perfect weather for contemplating
Let it rain, rain
For after such a weather
Sunshine will come

The rainbows
And the laughter
And the serious smile
It's teasing you pal
Like it's coming to get you

Oh they wish for you
To be happy again
But you're locked up inside
You're missing your cue

Feeling weary
Stop running away
You're finding it hard to breath

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I know there's sunshine after the rain,

I just hope it won't keep raining for so long.

天堂

2012-02-10T09:46:00.000-08:00

牵著你在天空飞翔

这样看世界不一样

有了你在身旁笑的脸庞

世界或许就这么宽广

忽然就忘记了慌张

人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响渐渐扩张

你丰富我生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂

原来我因为你不想再去流浪
情愿平凡不拥有一切也无妨

有了你在心上依然是天堂

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脑里突然想起这个旋律，

我以前没有很喜欢光良，

或许，这就是音乐带给人的共鸣。

不必特地去追谁的声音。

只要你找到了当下的感觉，

你自然而然就会感动，不用逼，不用想。

这跟爱情，好像。

先苦后甜

2012-02-10T09:28:00.000-08:00

Now I got that hamburger feeling.
Squeezing from two different side,
without their discussion together before they make decision.
Tolerate is not equal to real communication.
So why I'm struggling here?
Sometimes is tired to be the middle person who pass the message to each other.

Quote today,
Do the right thing, do the thing right.
Then tell me who's right?
I'm obedient, is better to obey than giving your opinion to start an argument.
So leave my frustration here and start my better day tomorrow.
I'm tired.

Words are words, don't let it control your mind or stay in your heart.
Just forgot about everything I said here.
I'm sorry I'm not the type who voice out my anger or disagreement at first, face to face.
I just follow what they ask me to do,
But everyone telling me the different thing,
Hard to make decision when I need to think a lot, consider this consider that.

I know God will lead me the way.
Let us do it with our heart, not only with our brain and selfishness.
Let us try to be mature, a responsible person.
Let us forgive each other, no matter how wrong we are.
Let us learn how to co-operate and respect everyone.
Let us start loving each other, as a big family.
Let us try to love our dear Lord, and do it together in his name.
AMEN.

狂想谁没有过？但是有谁真正把握让自己成长蜕变的机会？
是时候成熟了，只要结果是好的，谁受苦谁当坏人都没关系。
我应该听进去了。你呢？

傻子

2012-01-30T07:24:00.000-08:00

我只想做个傻子。
什么都不懂，
只懂得向前冲。
这样就够了。

爱，究竟是什么玩意？
我不知道，
但听到这首歌，
我哭了。

我要的爱，很简单。
请让我像个傻子继续疯下去。
好吗？

林宥嘉 - 傻子

等愛的人很多　不預設你會在乎我
難道一生的時間都用來換和你一個誤會
誰能真的讓誰　幸福到故事的結尾
何必那麼的慌張
有時清醒　才是錯誤的開始

我不需要　也不重要
做一個傻子多麼好
我不明白　也不需要明白
就讓我這樣到老

誰能真的讓誰　幸福到故事的結尾
何必那麼的慌張
有時清醒　才是錯誤的開始
我不需要　也不重要
做一個傻子多麼好
我不明白　也不需要明白
就讓我這樣就很好

沒什麼緊要
只需要你輕輕一個擁抱
就算不留下什麼也無所謂
就算留下了什麼也都珍貴　珍貴　珍貴

做傻子多麼好
我不明白　也不需要明白
就讓我這樣到老
這樣到老

Being Sick.

2012-01-27T06:48:00.001-08:00

:)

2012-01-26T09:50:00.000-08:00

~~努力见齿笑。failed.~~

~~努力见齿笑2.~~

素颜就是不美。

每天努力提醒自己，

我是长这样。

很丑也没办法。

就这样。

面对现实是件好事，
至少努力不骗自己。

新年快乐，虽然迟了点。

我真的真的很喜欢这首歌。<3
Lyrics are simple, clear, AWESOME!

[Liam]

I've tried playing it cool

But when I'm looking at you

I can’t ever be brave

'Cause you make my heart race

[Harry]

Shot me out of the sky

You're my kryptonite

You keep making me weak

Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

[Zayn]

Something’s gotta give now

'Cause I’m dying just to make you see

That I need you here with me now

'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

And you've got that one thing

[Niall]

Now I'm climbing the walls

But you don't notice at all

That I'm going out of my mind

All day and all night

[Louis]

Something’s gotta give now

'Cause I'm dying just to know your name

And I need you here with me now

'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind

And come on, come into my life

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

And you've got that one thing

[Harry]

You've got that one thing

[Liam]

Get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

[All - Chorus]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind

And come on, come into my life

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

Yeah, you've got that one thing

10 Facts about me.

2012-01-25T08:02:00.000-08:00

1st. I cant Swim.

2nd. Saya mudah BEK CHEK. Although that's just a tiny stuff but I still consider it as a reason to BEK CHEK, Own problems.

3rd. I hate vegetables.

4th. I never pass my ADD MATHS TEST before.

5th. I dont show my anger easily, that's why I always angry of myself, and make it look like nothing happens.

6th. I got no idea how to start a conversation when i detect the person is a LALA.

7th. I hate sports, not really hate, but never try any sports.

8th. Smile with teeth is a difficult task for me. I know this is LAME.

9th. I usually talk nonsense to the person who not being close to me, or people we call STRANGERS.

10th. When I love someone I don't and I won't show it as well.

Give my heart a BREAK.

2012-01-19T08:00:00.000-08:00

Give Your Heart A Break

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are, so close
Yet so far, haven't I passed the test?
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
I wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste

So let me give your heart a break
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break
Your heart a break

Oh, yeah yeah

On Sunday, you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours, if you want it
We can take it, if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break my heart
Wanna give my heart a break
I know I scared it's wrong
Like I might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste

So let me give your heart a break

Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break
Your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break
Your heart a break

Oh, yeah yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip right out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break

Cuz you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away
Some things, you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Baby, I can ease the ache, the ache

So, let me give your heart a break
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break
Your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break
Your heart a break

Oh yeah,yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love

还是会

2012-01-11T07:53:00.000-08:00

很累，很累。
为什那么全部事情一次过涌过来？
我好想崩溃，但没有资格。
我不要今年的生活就只是
开会，赶功课，补习，交报告，好想停一停，
让自己静下来休息。

我的心，很久没有停下来过。
好想哭。
让我发泄一下吧。
很累。

跳舞，表演，报告，宣传，地图，功课，补习，答唱咏，读经，学钢琴。
我到底还有多少样没有完成的task等着我去做？
我可以要个肩膀，要个人教我吗。
虚脱的2012，我不想要。我害怕。
因为我没有资格崩溃。

就算什么都没做还是会，
累。

方宝玲，你要的到底是什么？
我不懂，但此刻，我只想要一个可以让我暂时休息的拥抱。
如此而已。

我不想，今年就被慢慢的行程表排死。
希望我早日安息。

SATU UTAMA

2012-01-08T07:33:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING DAY.

I didn't buy many shirts this year.

IDK WHY. /_\ TOO KIAM SIAP.

HAHAAHAHA

Love money more than beauty.

Anyway, I do enjoy the day although it is really tiring.

shopped since 11am to 10pm.

NEVER SEE ME EXERCISE BEFORE BUT SPENDING THE WHOLE DAY WALKING.

HAHHAHHAHAHA

WITH DEAR SIMMIE NG THE WHOLE DAY LOL

CAMWHORING THE WHOLE DAY TOO.

we're so over hahahahha

crazy fella .

Let pictures do talking then.

I'M MAD.

DRESSES LOOK:

TEENAGE YOUNG LOOK:

SNOWFLAKE HEHE :)

PANDA SERIES. <3

HIP HOP/ACTING LALA SERIES:

我一点都不老啊啊啊啊啊啊！

I JUST WANT YOU/GUAI GUAI LUI SERIES

COTTON ON SERIES:

HELP ME TO CHOOSE ONE AS PROFILE PICTURE PLS?

short post about LIFE

2012-01-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

2012 TO DO LIST.

-GET A LIFE.

-Enjoy every singing time.

-Pass my ADD MATHS. (*Please!)

-Pass all subjects.

-Get A if possible.

-Learn how to play piano (*If possible)

-Make a cover of the song that I like the most.

(so freaking/extremely hard cause idk how to play any instuments.)

-Appreciate every friend of my life.

-Found LOL, Loads of love.

-Be pretty/gorgeous/cute/fascinating/awesome/sexy/rock #FRESH NEW LOOK

-SMILE AT EVERY MOMENT.

MUSIC MAKE ME FEEL ENERGETIC ALL THE TIME.

Keep rocking on 2012!

My Princess! <3

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?
If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that?
I can handle that
I apologize for any skipping tracks
It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks
I used to used to, now I'm over that
'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts

If I could only find a note to make you understand
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand
Just keep it stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo

If I was an old-school fifty pound boombox
Would you hold me on your shoulder wherever you walk
Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops
And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know we come and go like on the interstate

I think I finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand
Just keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

I only pray you'll never leave me behind
Because good music can be so hard to find
I take your hand and hold it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo

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In a need of hug. Anyone?

BAK CHII

Fix me

2012-01-07T08:54:00.000-08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you that I will learn from mistakes.

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

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Guide me.

Fix me.

Save me.

And I'll return my love as a reward to you for saving me.

-It's not about being what everyone wants you to be,
it's about being yourself and finding someone who truly loves you for what you are.-

FRIENDS ARE AWESOME.

XOXO,

WPIC

Panda is CUTE. :)

STAY TUNED. LOL

-Shrek is the best fairytale !
He teaches you that no one needs to be perfect to have a happily ever after ;)-

话说。

2012-01-05T22:53:00.000-08:00

今天跟这个人去补习然后吃辣椒板面。

你懂我跟她几久没有一起讲话了吗？

form 1 认识到现在5年了。

什么丑样全部在她面前show过了。

-。-

我真实的样子一点都不出众。

不过，请你，用你的心来看。

我说完了。

“To be beautiful means to be yourself.

You don’t need to be accepted by others. You need to accept yourself first ! ;)”

我很努力。

Never chase anyone，

a person who truly appreciates you will walk with you and won't need to be chased :)

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Don't rush for things.

If somethings bound to happen, it will happen.

In the right time, with the right person & for the best reason.

One direction Virus.

2012-01-05T04:35:00.000-08:00

"One Thing"

[Liam]

I've tried playing it cool

But when I'm looking at you

I can’t ever be brave

'Cause you make my heart race

[Harry]

Shot me out of the sky

You're my kryptonite

You keep making me weak

Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

[Zayn]

Something’s gotta give now

'Cause I’m dying just to make you see

That I need you here with me now

'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

And you've got that one thing

[Niall]

Now I'm climbing the walls

But you don't notice at all

That I'm going out of my mind

All day and all night

[Louis]

Something’s gotta give now

'Cause I'm dying just to know your name

And I need you here with me now

'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind

And come on, come into my life

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

And you've got that one thing

[Harry]

You've got that one thing

[Liam]

Get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

[All - Chours]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind

And come on, come into my life

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

Yeah, you've got that one thing

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One direction you guys are so sweet!

Thanks for making my day!

Zayn!!!! ;D

I've never sing of love, If it doesn't exist.

2012-01-04T07:28:00.000-08:00

Love is Fragile, isn't?

Christina Grimmie!

2012-01-04T06:44:00.000-08:00

I can't believe she did cover of the two song that I like the most!

I LOVE YOU!

"Hurt" by Christina Aguilera

"You Lost Me" by Christina Aguilera

Wish I can be awesome like you,
But is just a dream. HELL YEAA

太聰明

2012-01-04T04:01:00.000-08:00

太聰明
作詞：陳綺貞　作曲：陳綺貞　編曲：鍾成虎

總以為謎一般難懂的我　在你瞭解了以後　其實也沒什麼
我總是忽冷又忽熱　隱藏我的感受
只是怕　愛你的心被你看透

猜的沒錯想得太多　不會有結果
被你看穿了以後　我更無處可躲
我開始後悔不應該太聰明的賣弄
只是怕親手將我的真心葬送

我猜著你的心　要再一次確定　遙遠的距離都是因為太過聰明
要猜著你的心　要再一次確定　混亂的思緒都是因為太想靠近你

猜的沒錯想得太多　不會有結果
被你看穿了以後　我更無處可躲
我開始後悔不應該太聰明的賣弄
只是怕親手將我的真心葬送

我開始後悔不應該太聰明的賣弄
只是怕親手將我的真心葬送

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我还是比较喜欢这个版本。

你知道这两个才子一起合唱有多么妙吗？

我很喜欢。

Double S.

2012-01-03T06:41:00.000-08:00

不想重蹈覆撤。

谢谢你的坦白。

开学了，祝我一切顺利哟。

我一个讨厌的人都不想有。

希望学校生活重新ROCK下去啊啊啊！

sweet and sour, what to do?

我想念张韶涵啊。你去哪里了？

谢谢你的美好。:)

新的开始？

2012-01-01T10:53:00.000-08:00

努力，2012年不容许再次犯下错误。
你行的。宁缺毋滥。
:)

还有两天，学校见。不要害怕。
新学期希望有一个好的开始。
是时候振作了，玩了一年。
赐我动力啊！！
给我智慧勤劳啊！

就这样，2012年的第一天，最后一次玩乐？
后面还有很多事处理，希望一次搞定。

1月 - 在gathering之前商量好集训营时间，再和印刷处协调印上集训营资料。
1月8号 - Kajang church gathering for Publicity.（海报，报名表格影片呈现时间。）
1月13号&14号 - 集训营筹委培训。
1月15号 - 第二次集训营会议，
。呈交地图，租金问题（场地组），
。宣传流程与计划，拜访行程，海报和报名表格设计。

让我记住这一切！！！！！
怎么办好多事要忙我怕我没有时间没有心念书~~没有机会从新开始学钢琴~~
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
赐给我力量拜托，一切都交托给你了。
希望我能努力向前迈进，不要再往后退。

~~还有一个小小的愿望，希望在今年结束前找到我的梦想和兴趣。我的路该怎么走？~~

我想当一个有用的人，
至少对你来说，我有存在的价值。

2012 Please be AWESOME. ;)

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"Common, Simple, Beautiful" original by Jennifer Chung.

Intro by DEAR Siew BeeBee When I was form 2.

STIL THE BEST! <3

look at the lyrics, they're so meaningful.

"Common, Simple, Beautiful"

Don't you agree

When they all say
"Home is where the heart is."
But do you see
With every step that you take,
You get further away
From where the heart is.

It's so easy to be blinded
& caught up in the clouds where everything's in a haze
Causing you to forget about the days,
Of the common, simple, beautiful ways.

I remember all the times that I had spent with my friends.
Taking BART to San Francisco just for 350 cents.
Talking, laughing, joking - didn't quite k now what was to come.
Years of memories, irreplaceable fun.

I remember telling mom that I'd make her proud one day.
She would smile and knew exactly all the right things to say.
Man, I miss her & can't wait till I get back to the bay.
Back to the common, simple, beautiful ways.

Isn't it nice,
To simply know,
There's somewhere you can go back to.
So it's a big sacrifice
Everytime that you decide
You can't even if you want to.

So even though,
I am happy now,
I'll never forget where I'm from & how I came to be.
What was common, ended up to be
A very unique treasure I have now decided to keep.

I remember all the times that I had spent with my friends.
Taking BART to San Francisco just for 350 cents.
Talking, laughing, joking - didn't quite k now what was to come.
Years of memories, irreplaceable fun.

I remember telling mom that I'd make her proud one day.
She would smile and knew exactly all the right things to say.
Man, I miss her & can't wait till I get back to the bay.
Back to the common, simple, beautiful ways.

吓死人不偿命。

2012-01-01T00:20:00.000-08:00

2012年第一天放几张素颜照吓死你。

哈哈哈。:P

亲斤白勺开女台

2011-12-31T01:19:00.000-08:00

换了个发型，不管有多烂，
我要学习喜欢它。
开始新学期，无论有几害怕，
我要学习去努力。
自己有多不完美，就算再丑陋。
也要学习去改变。

开始新的一年，把一切该放下的都放下。
各自展开新的旅程。
或许这是我最后可以给你的礼物。
抱歉，同时也谢谢。

什么都不怕，什么都不想，
要什么就勇敢去追。
我很向往这种性格。
希望一切如愿，都交给你安排了。

开始改变，却再也不为了他人变质。
你准备好了吗？

新年快乐。

把灿烂的笑留给镜头记录

完美得让所有人嫉妒

把悲伤的歌麦克风加速

淘气得让人忘了孤独

还没落幕已经都麻木
快乐要展示到什么地步

多想有个林夕躲在心中描述
感情的起伏和不想掩饰的痛苦
感谢有个林夕在心中陪我哭
闪光灯亮时我的笑容
才能让旁观者满足

不可以疲倦也不能够认输

谁又想让所有人佩服

牵手或放手总有标准态度

来让别人羡慕或祝福

还没开始已经想谢幕
乐观要表演到什么分数

多想有个林夕躲在心中描述

感情的起伏和不想掩饰的痛苦

感谢有个林夕在心中陪我哭

闪光灯亮时我的笑容

才能让旁观者满足

闪光灯亮时我的笑容
能不能让自己满足

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心有梦，才是最真实的旋律。

林夕谢谢你给我个好梦。

2011-12-30T02:18:00.000-08:00

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
stay....

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I think I'm in love with Katy Perry.

2011-12-30T02:08:00.000-08:00

How do I get closer to you

When you keep it all on mute?

How will I know the right way to love you?

Usually the queen of figuring out

Breaking down a man is no work out

But I have no clue

How to get through to you

Oh, I wanna hit you just to see if you cry

I keep knocking on wood

Hoping there's a real boy inside

'Cause you're not a man

You're just a mannequin

I wish you could feel that my love is real

But you're not a man

I wish I could just turn you on

Put a battery in and make you talk
Even pull a string for you to say anything

But with you there is no guarantee

Only expired warranty

A bunch of broken parts

And I can't seem to find your heart

Oh, I'm such a fool, I'm such a fool, I'm such a fool

This one's outta my hands

I can't put you back together again

'Cause you're not a man

You're just a mannequin

I wish you could feel that my love is real

But you're not a man

You're just a toy

Could you ever be a real, real boy

And understand?

But you're not a man

If the past is the problem

Our future could solve them, baby

I could bring you to life if you let me inside, baby

It will hurt but in the end you'll be a man

You're not a man

You're just a mannequin

I wish you could feel that my love is real

You're a toy

Could you ever be a real, real boy

And understand?

But you're not a man

You're not a man

You're just a mannequin

I wish you could feel that my love is real

But you're not a man

2011-12-30T01:51:00.000-08:00

He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.

I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.

If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.

Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.
They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.

If stars don't align,

If it doesn't stop time,
If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.

'Cause I know you're out there,
And your, your love came for me.
It's a crazy idea that you were made,
Perfectly for me you'll see.

Just like the movies.
That's how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending.
It's not like the movies,
But that's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
You'll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it's just the beginning.

:)

2011-12-27T07:10:00.000-08:00

Say hello to new hairstyle!

STAY TUNED.

Hello Belated Christmas.

2011-12-27T07:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,

Here, we have a good news for all of you.

This very day, In David's Town,

Your Saviour was born.

CHRIST THE LORD.

JCY Rocks Ai FM ytd.
Thanks god for everything.
XOXO, Love ya.
Merry Christmas.

"Sing to the Lord, bless His name;
Proclaim the good news of His salvation from day to day."

发泄篇

2011-12-19T11:38:00.000-08:00

今天是第一天啊，闯了祸。希望能补救。
手上的两个伤口给我争气点，不要流血了。
长大吧，方宝玲。
让我们继续用最真诚的心去为主服务，阿门·。
大家一起加油吧。

干了什么糗事，还是不要说出来比较好。
总觉得说了，再过一下冷静了会更糗，因为有人知道了。
十六年来好像都没有这样子过。好糗。
我知道我很小气，为了无聊的事感觉不悦。
只好怪自己总是长不大。

不要那么敏感了，好吗？
是要怎样我才能改的掉啊？
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还有一件事，玻璃掉的时候记得闪远点，不要用手拾碎片。
下次请努力告诉我不要去责怪任何人，
设法去处理问题才是最重要的，可以吗？
好糟糕的我啊。总是长不大的我啊。
哀哉。

2011-12-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

我喜欢我部落格的歌。
Flightless Bird by American Mouth.
Twilight Fever. :)
听了很温暖，很被治愈的感觉。
今天听到很多好歌。

最近生活怎样？
不知道要做什么，可是其实有很多事情要去做的。
总是不知死，最后一分钟才做。
朽木不可雕也。
希望一切顺利。

余子优玩得开心点，
曾均颖唱的勇敢点，
萧宇芳比赛加油点，
身边的人平安快乐点。
你，早日脱离苦海吧。

Christmas is near, Your Saviour is here.
Merry Christmas.

TWILIGHT FEVER!

Dark side.

2011-12-15T03:49:00.000-08:00

There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
It can become
A few give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

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I always highlight the lyrics that I feel special or it is meaningful to me,

But this time, I like the whole song's lyrics.

Kelly Clarkson you're AWESOME.

"Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?"

本质

2011-12-14T07:32:00.000-08:00

我讨厌这种感觉。
你认为是什么就是什么。

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“为什么你只看见别人眼中的木屑，而不见自己眼中的大梁？你当先拔去自己眼中的大梁，然后才能拔出别人眼中的木屑。”（玛7：3）

脱掉面具生活吧，
你才会知道真正爱你的人长什么样子。
虽然过程，好难。

天知道怎麼辦
我們都失去了方向感
你是否也在等著那一天
心的距離能縮短
幫助我找回遺失的安全感

伪装出来的美，一点都不美。

原来诚实面对自己，是那么的难。

你的本质去了哪里？

我失去的方向感和自信，何时归来？

宝贝，我想你了，

原谅我每次看到你都好像没有话说，

我好久，好久，没有面对面对人说话了。

不想再一个人对着四堵墙壁，好想你。

EYTY.

:p

2011-12-11T01:52:00.000-08:00

Holiday is gonna end very soon,

I'ma change my hair style before school reopen.

OMG is so hard to choose.

Any intro??

Here are some hair style that I set before.

Last wedding performance look.

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With bangs on.

Mature? o.o

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If I'm with short hair again?

Looks better? Fresh? Older?

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Just saying, My hair still long la wei.

Keep waist-length hair is kinda tired.

feel free to comment.

This doesn't sound nice, but that's the true.

2011-11-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

Bro is studying in his room now. Of course, force by mum.
Just heard the conversation between my mum and my bro's tutor.
My mum told the tutor that he don't even touch his beg at home,
STUDY? What do you think? Impossible.
Dad don't allow mum to scold him while guiding him.

She asked the teacher to use violent to teach my bro.
She try to teach him nicely when he was a kid but he don't listen to her.
In fact he scold my mum back and refuse doing it.
I'm one of the victims before, now I don't talk to him about study topics.
Ruin my mood and spoiling my image to argue with him.

Honestly I don't know a thing about my brother.
It should be I never found a positive part from him before
I'm a fail sister, unlike Eunice or Elizabeth with their siblings.
We can facing com at home the whole day when parents are out to work.
No talking, No communicating, No any words to each other.

No point for updating this, No judging him or me.
Guess what, he slept after my mum decide to let him study the spelling first.
Stubborn don't make you look MAN if you didn't show any result.
Stop scolding my mother back when you're not going to study.
Stop ACTING LIKE A BOSS.

I know you're the only son, but SHE'S MY ONLY MUM TOO.
Please at least show some respect to your MOTHER.
She's the one who give you birth.
You're already 11.
Don't let us feel disappointed on you.

I'm not a perfect sister. You?
Enough.

11.11.17 - 11.11.18

2011-11-18T11:50:00.000-08:00

Hello, back to blogger life.
Holiday is officially starts now,
and I started mine since this Monday.
Went to Mid valley for movie.
Is our last day with my classmates I think.
They started work before me.

This suppose to be my birthday post.
The day before my birthday when it reached 12am,
Eunice Yee call me the 1st, then got the birthday msg from Eugene and Ronald.
Quite surprising because I'm not that close with gene.
Then my birthday morning 11am I'm still on the bed,
Parents working as usual so I decide to sleep til afternoon.
I rather sleep instead of wake up alone in the house.

My fren Nicole called me and I picked up with the sleepy voice.
Seems not grateful enough but I really appreciate, seriously.
Slept for couple hours more, Finally woke up at 3pm.
Cook myself maggie and watched those drama that I followed everyday.
Thought this gonna be a lifeless birthday.
Then got my birthday present from Wai Yong, Passed by See Kit.
I absent to school and he gave it to See Kit and pass to me.

Is a thin blue big plastic beg, I mean the size is like bigger than a CPU.
Inside is a BEAST 2012 Calendar and a BEAST phone strap,
And a paper wrote 'Is your birthday present and hope you like it.'
This is not surprise anymore, is like Shocking!
I feel a bit weird about the present,
thinking is there another meaning behind the present,
Maybe I'm too perasaan but I think I should be alert.
No more mistake please. God bless.

And night, parents are back and they don't feel like celebrate it today,
they decide postpone it to this sunday. So, well, okay, just let it be.
I phone my school friends for a steamboat dinner,
at least I don't have to feel miserable at my birthday.
I can fetch her if she want, Just don't leave me alone.
After bathe Eunice Yee call me and said she's outside my home,
asking me to find her without telling me where she is.

I feel very lame at 1st cause my hair are all wet,
don't have mood to start an "adventure" LOL,
Follow by the sign on floor, they fooled me with it,
and throw all the cream and spray against me, WTF.
I was like "WTF FOOL me after I washed me hair? Damn horrible smell MAN! FXXK"
And one of them appear with chocolate ice cream cake, which is my favourite.
Sang the birthday song when I'm with all those geli creams on.
disgusting wehh, camwhoring somemore. -.-''

Ana ana, really surprise la, I have to wash it again,
And had my steamboat dinner too, but forget to bring IC,
One of my plan is to claim the Haggen Dagz for free, Is for all birthday people only.
Hehe they paid for me so ok la~ never mind xD
Siew beebee, Eunice Yee, Xiao Hui, Daniel Lee you guys very wai lo, :P
Anyway thanks for everything ya! :DDDD
I do appreciate although i didn't show it out okay?

ps: eating maggie alone at home during birthday very kelian wan, :p

Slept at bee's hive that night was planning to jog the next day,
but failed because of us, shuuuuuuuuuu. dont tell others LOL.
We slept at 3am leh, can't blame us laa, xD
When I back to my home I sleep like a pig until night.
And I search for food and realize my bro ate the whole cake.
!!!!!#@%!^^#!^ I really get mad!!!!!!!!!!

He didn't even wish me or remember my birthday,
and he eat the whole cake without asking me.
I choose not to scold him, cause people get mad easily when they just woke up.
So I post the status on my wall. I know I'm selfish, whatever, I just hate it.
Went to church for seminar, we sang as prayer, I feel like crying and I couldn't speak.
I hate his attitude that act like nothing when he make mistake.
and he know I'll get mad for sure but I cant do anything to him because he's my father's only son.
Like a boss. He don't need to feel sorry about it and no apologies too.

The songs do calm me a lot, a lot.
I don't remember anything about the seminar but the songs.
Thanks god.
Deleted the status after I reach home,
and my dad told me he bought some ice cream cake for me.
Finally, I know he's not Eccentric anymore.
God bless.

I know I'm always selfish, only think about myself, I'm sorry.
I hope time can change my attitude too.
:l

美好的一天。

2011-11-13T09:21:00.000-08:00

主感謝你我今天過得很開心。
感謝你賜給我朋友，感謝你讓我聽到音樂。
感謝你讓我身邊的活動都進行的順順利利。
感謝你賜給我喉嚨讓我歌唱，賜給我一顆心來感受溫暖。
我第一次微笑著更新，好多話想說也不知道怎樣形容。
不知道怎麼了，一切都好安心好溫暖。

生日快到了，我希望我能成長。
希望我身邊的朋友都記得我，
希望健健康康，希望更加會唱歌。
希望更加有信心，更加勇敢表現自己相信自己。
好像很貪心，希望我身邊的人都幸福。
大家都平安，每天都快樂。

好累，卻不想停筆。
感謝你。

現在一個生日慶祝計劃都沒有，
我還笑得很開心，這就是溫暖帶來的魔力吧。
求你保佑我那些中五考試的朋友，明天順順利考試。
求你與他們同在。每次起到都突然想不起要說什麼，
寫出來更實在。今天還突然領悟到你的安排。
失去了，還會在獲得更好的，每一段創傷，都是一個成長的印記。

音樂讓人開朗，也讓人堅強。
這是美好的一天。謝謝。
:)

“多看看生命中美好的部份吧，否則我們永遠會有羡慕不完的，別人的人生。”

David Choi - By My Side. :)

Owh, so sweet.♥

*less than 3*

婚宴

2011-11-09T08:12:00.000-08:00

不知道彩排了多少次，
为服装，舞步烦了都少次。
也不懂被尴尬和无默契搞砸了几次。
就算它不完美，至少，我们努力过。
大家都做得很好。

一切平安的结束了，感谢主的安排。

不好意思，我破音了。

大家的努力中算没有白费。

谢谢你们。

如果这就是爱情

2011-10-29T11:55:00.000-07:00

最近看了两套纯爱电影。
“夏日乐悠悠” 和 “那些年，我们一起追过的女孩”。
“夏日乐悠悠”我很喜欢，虽然马来西亚的卡司，让我觉得我们中文程度很差。
它的故事很动人，很多桥段，后面那段看到哭了。哈哈哈
预料不了的事，最容易让人感动。
彭于晏，我没有白看这套戏，爱惨你了。
也不懂为什么他演出的电影都很值得一看。
还在等“翻滚吧，阿信”的上映啊。:D

而“那些年”看了小说，追死了。
对它期望太大，忘了电影往往会把故事剪辑。
浓缩了的剧情，总是缺乏了小说中的感动。
蜻蜓点水，有点小可惜，也可能因为迟进场不投入的缘故。
有机会会想再看一次会不会找回那种感动。
不管怎样很喜欢柯敬腾和那班热血的朋友们！
看三小？I FXXK YOU! I FXXK YOU TOO!
搞笑对白也太成功了！九把刀很屌嘛！！

而现在还在追“我可能不会爱你”，连戏剧。
不想叫它偶像剧，因为这是一套很有深度的剧。
李大任和程又青，我喜欢。
程又青的性格根本就是很让人着迷的那种，
这样相处，互相了解的朋友，还真难找。
大部分觉得越界或暧昧的人撑不下去友情一早就完蛋。
难得他们两人还是朋友，多好。

“夏日乐悠悠”让我爱上林俊杰。
love you you，歌曲棒极了。最近中毒曲之一。
用心唱歌的人，还是最容易让人感动的，不需要太多技巧。
配合剧情，绝对能让你掉泪。推荐啦。
拋開現實的煩惱，去感受一下愛。
好有爱的电影，更有爱的台词。

“那一刻，我好想抱住你，问你，这么多年你是怎么度过的，听到音乐感动过吗？悲伤的时候会去疯狂的唱歌吗？ 你享受过生命中简单又美好的一切吗？看着你伤心，我陪着你伤心；看着你哭，我陪着你哭。”

彭于晏，被你感动死了。

好有爱。

love you you

電影「夏日樂悠悠」插曲

作曲：林俊傑

作詞：林天愛

Love you you　我像孤獨的漁夫

說不出　愛的溫度

很想給你幸福　你卻自我保護

轉彎處　只剩下潮汐之外的荒蕪

love you you　卻在海裡迷了路

找不出　心的歸屬

思念越嘗越苦　心跳亂了腳步

怎麼我　讀不懂你唇語之間的無助

就算用盡所有真心　卻到不了你的心底

　回憶難以靠近　你是我奢求的唯一

　讓我用盡所有力氣　只要你相信

　我最堅持的聲音

　只剩一句　love you you stay with me

能不能別這樣放棄　能不能就放開自己

海浪穿透我的傷心　請聽一聽愛的聲音

就算用盡所有真心　卻到不了你的心底

　回憶難以靠近　你是我奢求的唯一

　讓我用盡所有力氣　只要你相信

　我最堅持的聲音

　只剩一句　love you you stay with me

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我的文笔不好，表达不了我想说的，

不过網誌始終是我抒發的管道。

2011-10-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

最近都在干嘛呢？大家都在考试。
现在还是考试月，对啦，我没念书，
我是坏孩子*不要学 :p
现在没有念书的感觉，要追也追不上，
决定了年尾还是明年开始补习，
那时候要认真努力了。SPM OMG. @_@

其实最近发现，我今年要做的事，都没有做到诶。囧。
-学bake muffin
-学游泳
-去血拼
-学煮菜
-把自己的外形搞好
-ROCK MY FORM 4 LIFE
-成长，变成熟。

其实前面那三个主要的目的是，
要朋友一起疯而已，一起学一起玩。
没办法，新朋友，有时候很多问题。
以前的朋友很热血，什么都去玩一餐。
很久没有那个感觉了，谁要陪我试试？
余子优你好好考试啦，曾均颖又有自己那班朋友了，~~我很久没有参一脚~~

后面的主要希望自己，能够有一点改变或突破。
算了吧我还是觉得一样吧？
外形越来越糟了，放假要去zap一zap了。
每天好像阿婆，头发绑完上去不能放刘海好翘，
又不能剪掉，不然会更加翘，-.-
想电卷，又有点不敢尝试新发型，有够力 =。=

成熟？比以前还遭吧？越来越不能做决定，
没有主见了，我的妈呀，几时才找回自我？._.
不管了考完试一切计划才慢慢实行吧。:P
~~PS : 这次考得西北烂。T^T~~
就这样，BYE.

2011-10-15T13:26:00.000-07:00

門

主唱：魏如萱
作曲：黃玠
填詞：魏如萱

和你說了晚安之後　我還坐在門口　
睫毛膏和眼線　黑黑的往下流　
手上緊握著沒有聲音的你愛我　
雨下過就從此　不能是朋友　

怕你忘了我　你要忘了我　
我們的照片丟在垃圾桶　
驕傲抬起頭　假裝沒什麼　
怕你忘了我　你要忘了我　
破掉的心留在你家樓下的門口　

頭髮很亂加黑眼圈的你也在門後　
帶著黑框眼鏡　裝酷的走啊走　
一定會好捨不得　就這樣說分手　
嘆口氣就從此　不能是朋友　

怕你忘了我　你要忘了我　
我們的照片丟在垃圾桶　
驕傲抬起頭　假裝沒什麼　
怕你忘了我　你要忘了我　
破掉的心留在我家樓下的門口

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她是魏如萱 :)

Playing with the H-A-I-R

2011-10-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

Kinda free and feel bored today,

Camwhore's time! Let picture do speaking.

Playing with my hair this afternoon.

Failed curl hair, only wavy. HEH.

been practicing smiling with teeth for many time. PASS?

Stupid pose.

Macam yes. :p

Looks polite, 1st time wehh.

Tie it up and leave the bangs,

looks like short hair, weird. TEEHEEE.

E-P-I-C.

Retarded faces. so call YOUNG ma.

Ignore other messy places, Thank you.

My room never be clean during exam time.

V shape face hahahahahahahaha!

Sibeh chubby OMG. /.\

Pass or not? smile like 1245432672 times ady. =X

O.o? LMAO

I don't know what caption should I put here.

This 2 picture make me feel like I'm succeed curling them.

Or wavy laaa I don't care hahahahah.

Still thinking what kind of curl i should get during school holiday,

And fringe too, any reference?

Btw really look polite ehhh.

:P I never be polite before xD

Real hair. After abusing it i comb it back to straight.

Must cut my fringe. Stupid exam and school life please end ASAP.

HATE EXAM! :((((

虽然没有EDIT过可是有灯光还是不要全信，

都是照“骗”。okay?

我真人很丑的不要和照片比较.

我没有讲过我美，谢谢。

看到我不要太失望。不要在我背后乱讲话。

吓到你我不担保。LOL

ADD MAD

2011-10-06T09:54:00.000-07:00

Owh ADD MATHS.
I hate you seriously, but I hate myself more for not being concentrate.
Can only focus for that little while.
Brain storms, headache, WTF.
Sorry to give up but I have to.
Good luck and all the best to all form 4ssss student.

Thanks for being there.
Some ab-reaction don't know who to tell.
Ice cream doesn't help a lot.
After expressing is much better.
Is just my problem.
I'm fine now.

Is time to sleep, ADD MATHS paper tomorrow.
You're too complicated for me to love.
Can't stand anymore.
You have to grow up too,
I can't help you to find you Ex, Find it yourself.
Good night, Add mad.

I am afraid. OMG.

Busy Holidays.

2011-10-03T10:16:00.000-07:00

Schedule fulled today. Packed.

But anyway quite satisfied because at least I'm not bored at home.

the awkward moment when you can only talk to the wall.

I am busy about many thing this year.

Caroling, Camp, Finals, they're killing me.

Hope I can end this kind of lifeless life style.

So unhealthy la weii, any medicine?

I just can't get enough.

awkward. ._. is there any solutions?

So cute! when is my turn?? I want to learn my piano wehhh.

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Cold Play - Yellow (Tanya's version)

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine
Look at the stars look how they shine for you

Lovely, peaceful, save you from hopeless.

._.

2011-10-02T09:06:00.000-07:00

好久没拍照了，放了些旧照片。
还记得那时候，很得空，很自在，笑的比较好看。
现在拍照怎么笑怎么假。
好久没和朋友们出去真的大笑了吧。
黑眼圈也越来越深啊，开玩笑，不是一般的深。
现在又胖了不少。LOL
整理照片时间嘛。

2011-09-30T10:54:00.000-07:00

MP魔幻力量放了自己

有一種尖銳在心裡擱淺
寂寞時特別強烈呼吸刺痛糾結
有一些笑臉公式化出現
計算出快樂假面是痊癒還是上了麻醉

放了自己放了回憶
放了世界不過如此而已
多少慶幸多少風景
在放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回憶
放了那配不上妳的傷心
你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影
而是新的自己
你有過期待也有過等待
滿腔熱血只無奈
現實報廢浪漫
人群中進行孤單時複習
你的堅強很爭氣
只是怎麼學不會忘記
放了自己放了回憶
放了世界不過如此而已
多少慶幸多少風景
在放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回憶
放了那配不上妳的傷心
你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影
而是新的自己

放了自己放了回憶
放了世界不過如此而已
多少慶幸多少風景
在放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回憶
放了那配不上妳的傷心
你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角殘影
而是新的自己

當那幸福的號誌又一如往常的亮起
笑著放了自己

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这首歌很适合给我自己。
总是学不会放下。
放下，便是快乐。
会长篇大论的写却不会去实践，
还需多多努力，
大家考试加油。

我希望一切时能平静的结束，
或是和平地开始。
不然就把一切放下才继续。
不要被仇恨和厌恶蒙蔽了眼睛。
先让自己平静，学会放下，
你才会得到真正的安宁和快乐。

不管我对双方说了些什么，
不管我之前对你们的心态如何，
但请你相信，
我真的有保留着希望你们和好如初的初衷。
就算没有可能冰释前言，
但希望你们不要对过去耿耿于怀。

就算以后不是好朋友，但至少她曾经是你的唯一。
请保留对彼此的尊重，
不要再对对方有任何不好的想法了。
就算有失望，又难过，有受伤，有委屈。
我希望你们能珍惜彼此，
就因为你们认识三年，更证明了你们比其他人都还了解对方。

一起经历过的，你可以用心感受到。
亲眼看亲耳听的，也不一定完全正确，
是你告诉过我要用心去感受。
等你冷静下来后，好好思考。
她到底是不是一个这样的人，
会这样作为了换来你的憎恨。

如果因为我说了什么话让你受了委屈，
别把它放在心上，
我的一字一句，始终很中立。
不敢再当面给太多的意见。
请你们千万要冷静，好好分析。
别意气用事受别人影响而自乱阵脚。

最后，真的要正重说一声对不起，
对于我今天的言辞，或没能守口如瓶，
我真心的道歉。
希望没有带给你太大的伤害。
也盼望能听到好消息。
我真的没有偏帮谁，希望你们明白。

请珍重，请保重。
你们的心态决定一切，
请三思而后行。

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So called the Finals.

2011-09-29T07:39:00.000-07:00

Having finals today, BM and BI.

not in study mood, seriously not in waking up mode.

I prayed this morning before I start my BM paper,

and hoping I can memorize what I just study in class before the paper starts.

Thanks god for giving me unlimited inspiration.

Then after recess the BI paper,

no reference books to read, and lack of time.

So BI section kinda sucks, didn't follow the format.

The 2nd section I choose 2 title to finish.

1st is normal article, "the importance of playing games to teenagers."

The 2nd 1 is "My Dream." Anyway I hand in the 1st one.

I wrote the 2nd title like a blog post.

Tell everything that I cannot decide, about future job.

You want a job that makes money,

Or a job you like but makes you hard to survive?

Mum wants me to be an accountant,

Dad even good, An insurance agent.

I'm interested about music stuff,

I don't know theories, cant even play any instruments or sing well,

Well maybe not confident and steady enough.
But both of them probably not my cup of tea.

I tried to tell them I'm interested about it but they don't agree what I want.

"This dream will not lead you to a better future.", "Your dream will always changed."

MONEY. That's the main reason, What they consider for a bright future.

Dad is already 55 years old, Mum is almost 50.

As the eldest child in your family with a younger brother that only 11-year-old,

what kind of job or college you will choose?

Follow your dream, Or face the reality?

Should I do what I want, or what I should do?

亲情，很难过啊，我的赌注就只有那么一次了。

My dear parents, I still love you.

So what do you want from me?

What did you expect?

郭靜—又是艷陽天(ft.韋禮安)

作詞：韋禮安
作曲：韋禮安

女：看著時鐘抱著枕頭
你起床沒有
算了我們又不是不熟
男：頭有點痛可能因為整晚跟你即時通
但好像還不夠很多話沒説
每一次都昏了頭
女：手機打不通
男：趁現在快想個藉口
合：想要出去玩還是吃個飯
談談天氣當個開頭

又是豔陽天（又是大晴天）
留一點時間（有一點悠閒）
看你方不方便（如果你不忙）
出來一起散步聊聊天

又是豔陽天（或許太直接）
或許我太一廂情願
猶豫不決對著鏡子反覆演練
你躲在房間反正也浪費時間

男：想了太多我草食太久
忘了本能要主動禮貌才會夠
這次絕對不再犯錯
女：等得太久每次這樣都沒有好結果
倒不如先主動才不怕失落
省得失眠又頭痛

男：電話終於打通
女：別忘記剛才有練過
合：想要出去玩還是吃個飯
談談天氣當個開頭

又是豔陽天（又是大晴天）
留一點時間（有一點悠閒）
看你方不方便（如果你不忙）
出來一起散步聊聊天

又是豔陽天（或許太直接）
或許我太一廂情願
猶豫不決對著鏡子反覆演練
你躲在房間反正也浪費時間

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最近top songlist. :D

郭靜—又是艷陽天(ft.韋禮安)

♥

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;)

2011-09-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

作詞：徐佳瑩
作曲：徐佳瑩

真的想跟你說沒關係
不是沒受過傷的年紀
最後那次擁抱的慢動作
愛放得很輕是我沒勇氣領取
帶走作滿記號的日曆
靜待生活被打回原形
難熬是因為太需要你
還是找不回自己

我知道你沒有變
幸福本來就容易被誤會
急著愛急著追急著認定完美
人忘了自己是誰

多希望我也沒變
我的世界本來應該謙卑
是你愛是你追
讓我感覺優越
沒想過如何面對
你的拒絕

真的想跟你說沒關係
不是沒受過傷的年紀
最後那次擁抱的慢動作
愛放得很輕是我沒勇氣領取
帶走作滿記號的日曆
靜待生活被打回原形
難熬是因為太需要你
還是找不回自己

我知道你沒有變
幸福本來就容易被誤會
急著愛急著追急著認定完美
人忘了自己是誰

多希望我也沒變
我的世界本來應該謙卑
是你愛是你追
讓我感覺優越
沒想過如何面對
你的拒絕

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对这首歌着迷了。

徐佳莹和郭静都很棒。

Piece of shit.

2011-09-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

Hi readers, I'm not gonna update the camp post 1st due to personal reasons.

~~Been stuck and lost for a while~~ just not in the mood to blog such thing.

Today wanna talk about some random stuff.

The reflection of the mirror let you see everything about you.

Weakness, true faces, and the other side of you that you never realize.

Friends are like a mirror to me.

I always ask their opinion from them.

At first I don't really accept all the advice,

I know what I want, I'm just officially telling them what I'm gonna do.

And what they said is not effective.

I'm steady, I'm fine.

Recently I told to a lot of people about my stuff.

Too many comments making me confuse.

Anyway I still can get the point of the comments.

They told me I'm doing the wrong thing and most of them this will getting worst.

Some told directly, straightly and honestly.

while some do not give any comment but I can know what they're thinking.

I admit I'm getting lost now.

Real words are like a knife, hurting you to the deep,

but it is like a injection too, if you think it the right way, you will recover from sickness.

I guess I should do the right thing, Not what I want.

Sometimes what you want doesn't mean that's the right thing that you should seek.

Prevent is better then the pain after you falls.

~~Don't trust love, they are all illusion.~~

frustration.

2011-09-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

menstruation pain 真是他妈的该死。
在menstruation期间被骂更他妈的该死。
ISHHHHH. !@#$%^%$#@.
._. 只好发泄在这。真是的。

Will try to update the camp thingy ASAP.

Stay tuned.

希望一切都安好。祝你幸福。

2011-09-16T11:10:00.000-07:00

回到来歇一歇，写一写。:)

明天星期六有婚礼，希望可以好好唱歌，

给新人祝福的同时，继续享受大家一起唱歌的感觉。

音乐，真的给人很大的慰藉。

星期日慰劳宴，过了，甚什么都正式划下句点。

希望大家还是好朋友，有时候会很舍不得那种感觉。

三天里营的感觉，大家是一体的，合作，不分彼此。

一起把事做好，虽然我很糊涂，虽然我犯了错误。

很高兴认识大家，有缘再见。谢谢。

今天没有想到事情发生的那么突然。

幸好就这样过去了，应该算是轻松吧。

真的，希望一切平安的过去。

主啊，请让我在这个大家庭里从新感受到你的爱。

我好久，好久，没有感受到了。

把自己封闭的太久了，也不知道怎样找回自己。

过得越来越颓废，是表示人越来越空虚了吗？

我翘了好几天的课，好像不知道去上学是为了什么。

我知道我不是个好孩子，好朋友，好情人。

我，什么都不是。

不要说你了解我，因为，我也不了解我自己。

我没有在情绪化，我只是搞不懂自己要什么。

笑一笑，一天就过去了。

但愿我笑得开怀。

再一次，

希望一切都安好，祝你幸福。

To tell you the truth, I've just been avoiding everything.

Life.

2011-09-13T09:33:00.000-07:00

好久没更新了，我还是一样对很多事情下不了决定，
怕这个怕那个，怕伤害了别人，也怕自己受伤。
这种坏习惯还是改掉比较好，要怎样改？改的掉我就不用写在这里了。
有朋友的感觉很好，可是当一个朋友把你看得太透彻，
把你分析的有点吃不消，有时候反而会变成一个打击。
谢谢你对我的直率，只可惜有时候赤裸裸的事实我有点承受不了。

对他，封锁了，你还是有理由的吧，
我不是不理你，是怕你不想理我而已，
在我心里我还是个坏人，这些我都知道。
希望你有一天会继续跟我当朋友。
如果是因为我的新状态或新照片让你感觉碍眼了。
抱歉，我也很懒得管了。就这样吧。

每次顾及别人感受，也会很累的啊，
身边的朋友也有说，就是因为顾及这顾忌那，
把自己原本的性格都隐藏了，说实在的我已经走火入魔了啊。
慢慢会改过来的，希望如此。
今天愤怒完全蒙蔽了我的双眼啊，接着来的是悲切。
我的信到底要怎样交吗？身为老师到底秉持着怎样的态度啊？
你也反省反省吧，至少你也不完全是对的。

还有认识新朋友感觉真好。聊的时候放得很开啊，
也不用担心一切，另外一个抒发管道。
亲爱的余子优在考试啊，不能什么都烦她。
加油了宝贝！;D 你是行的！哟！
因为你也慢慢改变了那一点点，开始在大众前面行饭前祷了哟~
哈哈哈不要暗爽啦，我知道你会的哟~

还有，我过得很好，有音乐的陪伴还不至于每天emo.
又事会找人说的，不会再收在心里了。
谢谢你们。:)
最近playlist很多元化啊。
总结，都是慢歌。
我就是喜欢慢歌。:)

Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss

(English)

李佳薇煎熬

(Chinese)

衛蘭Janice - 愛沒有假如

(Cantonese)

U-Kiss - Take me away

(Korea)

2011-09-10T11:25:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qsj_I1aZIcU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgHK5NOG9ew&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WadNQVkBGhU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESEnas4LdBc&feature=related

-[ραuιιиε]-™▄︻┻═┳一

“完”美的一天

天堂

先苦后甜

傻子

Being Sick.

:)

10 Facts about me.

Give my heart a BREAK.

还是会

SATU UTAMA

short post about LIFE

Fix me

话说。

One direction Virus.

I've never sing of love, If it doesn't exist.

Christina Grimmie!

太聰明

Double S.

新的开始？

吓死人不偿命。

亲斤 白勺 开 女台

:)

Hello Belated Christmas.

发泄篇

Dark side.

本质

:p

This doesn't sound nice, but that's the true.

11.11.17 - 11.11.18

美好的一天。

David Choi - By My Side. :)

婚宴

如果这就是爱情

Playing with the H-A-I-R

ADD MAD

Busy Holidays.

._.

MP魔幻力量 放了自己

So called the Finals.

最近的日子

郭靜—又是艷陽天(ft.韋禮安)

郭靜—又是艷陽天(ft.韋禮安)

;)

Piece of shit.

frustration.

希望一切都安好。祝你幸福。

Life.

(English)

李佳薇 煎熬

衛蘭Janice - 愛沒有假如

U-Kiss - Take me away

亲斤白勺开女台

MP魔幻力量放了自己

李佳薇煎熬